Nthin's Gonna Change~

I've read ur blog, and i have so many things in my mind right now that i wanna let u know... i wanna tell them to u face to face, but guess by writing here will sort out my thoughts first then i can know wat exactly i wanna say~ hehe...

Dear, you've brought so much happiness to my life for the past 1 week. All the things you did for me, or simple gestures simply make me the happiest girl in the world. I feel so blissed. Love is just everywhere in the air whenever i'm with you...

It's really so amazing how our brains work. Like you said, as if they are on the same frequency~ Perhaps they really do that's why we have our so-called "teletubby", agree? =) Till now, i still cannot believe how we actually can think of the same things at the same time! Incredible! And it's really so so so sweet for a couple to have that same brain waves~~~

I totally agree with you that it's really hard to find someone who can not only share your interest but the heart and mind... and i seriously think that we've found that difficult someone. We've known about each other's existance 8 years ago, and it is only until now we are an item. Is this call fate? I guessed as much. It's just beyond words about all the "coincidences" we had...

Since the day we get together, we've been meeting each other every single day, and i'm really enjoying every single moment with you. Be it in school, watching a movie, going out for dinner, or whatever. Anywhere. I feel so contented and happy... And i really hope this will be our everyday routine. But what will come, will come. I still have to leave school very soon. End of next month will be my last paper. And i guess all the times when we met for lunch break, went out after lessons and went swimming during break time will come to an end soon. I really cannot imagine life without you. Meeting you everyday has become an essential. Being able to hug you and kiss you is already part of my everyday life. I don't want it to end, but i guess there's nothing i can do. And so, i need to tell you this...

After i graduate, i will step into workforce. I will be working as a full-timer. I no longer will have the time to wait for you after classes. I no longer can meet you during your lunch break in school. I no longer can end early like ur classes do and go out with you. I no longer can meet you every single day. But, rest assured that nothing's gonna change my feelings for you. Nothing's gonna change our relationship. Nothing's gonna come in between us...

I will still miss you as usual. I will still want to meet you as much as i can. I still want to spend my time with you. I still want you. I still want to hold your hand and i still want to hug and kiss you. All these are not going to change. It's just going to be a test for us. Our first test is on its way. And i believe our relationship is strong enough to overcome any obstacle or diffculty... I have trust in our relationship, i believe it will work out... I believe we will pull through this together...

And right now, i will also concentrate and spend as much time as possible with you. I want to enjoy every moment with you when i can now. I don't have much time left in NP. It's only another 1mth. I will treasure you, treasure all the time we have for each other...

Dear, remember this. No matter what happens, i will always be by your side supporting you, going through any tough patches with you. I will be just beside you to hold your hand and lend you my ear whenever you need someone to talk to. Be it happiness or your sorrows, remember i will be here, to share your happiness, to share your burden. I will fulfil my promises and i will do my best as your girlfriend...

I miss you
whenever you are not around
I miss you
even when we just bid goodbye
I miss you
when i cant see you
I miss you
when i cant hold you
I miss you
when i need a hug or kiss
And i cant miss someone else
As much as you