Im Sorry Dear...

I realli didnt know what exactly did i say that hurt you just now on our way to Dover. Im really sorry for hurting you in anyway. I promise i will make you happy ok? Im really sorry dear...

Know you are disappointed that you didnt get into the auditions but hey! Never give up ok? I will always be supporting you no matter what! Remember this k? Jiayou~ You can lose in competitions, but never in confidence. Cause once your confidence level drops, you will never do well... So honey, don't be dishearted. You have me by your side to cheer you up no matter what happens. Promise.


And here i would like to say something...


Sometimes over msn you may see me getting unhappy or even over the phone... it's because im thinking too much and feel neglected... I know you did nothing wrong or whatsoever. It's just typical me. Sometimes when im left alone for some time, or when you didnt reply to my messages or sms, i will think alot and set myself in depression mode. I will get upset thinking that im left alone and i hate that kinda feeling and that's when i begin to sigh and get upset. Guess i just cant help it. It's one of my flaws. I cannot bear the fact that i cant hear your voice or see you for more than few hours. I will just feel so strange and down when you are not around... I know you've got your work to do, too. I'msSorry. But it may just mean that i need your attention, assurance, and comfort...

I really miss you alot dear...

Haiz... there i go again~