Perhaps...

Perhaps this will be the only way i can say out my thoughts and feelings...
Perhaps you will read this, or mayb not...
Perhaps this blog will be like what u said in the heading... leading to depression n despair...

Perhaps it is only a test god is giving us...
Perhaps we will pass it... or mayb not...
Perhaps we will be together again and our relationship will be stronger...
Perhaps we will nv be back as a couple again...

Perhaps it's just my retribution tt i'll not be loved again...
Perhaps tt's all i deserve aft all tt had happened...
Perhaps now it's my turn to get hurt...
Perhaps i nv show enough love and care...
Perhaps im not understanding enough...
Perhaps im nv good enough for u...
Or perhaps we are not meant to be together in the first place...

Perhaps u wont believe how much i wanna be wif u...
Perhaps u no longer believe when i say "i love you"...
Perhaps u nv know how much i do miss u...
Perhaps u nv believe my promises made to u tt nite...

Perhaps... perhaps... perhaps...

perhaps u dont even love me like u said u do...