i shall let it be

i know its hard for u to believe me now. All that i have done seems to point at the fact that i dont seem to treasure you enough and that i have hurt you so much it seems impossible for us to get back again. I tried for the whole of today to persuade you to get back with me, but u were adamant about not getting back. You have made up your mind, and nothing seems to be able to change that. Your coldness startled me. It seems that the love we once had has been totally wiped off within the space of a few days. Disappoined and hurt as i may be, i know i shouldnt force you. Seeing how you rejected me coolly and calmly today, it seems that you have made the choice which seems the best for yourself. And you say your happy with it. NOw who am I to interfere with your happiness.
I remember saying once to you, if being with me makes u happy, stay with me. If without me you can find happiness, so be it. I will let you go, though its hard, though it hurts like hell, though im probably going to drink myself drunk for the next few weeks, i will do it.

cause i love u.

and love is not something that can be changed over night. When i say it, its forever. If your happier without me, ok. I just want you to be happy baby, with or without me. You say u dont believe i love you, i do. I have a gift for you actually, something i sorta made myself. I want to pass it to you but i think that given the circumstances now its pretty hard. When you need someone to be there for you, count on me, i will be there, as a lover or a friend. True love never dies, is unselfish, is forever.

I love you baby. I know your happy now. I will be behind you wishing you well. take care...and remember always, my promise to u is that no matter wat, the love i have for you in my heart, will always occupy a special place...