Just Me, Myself and I

This can no longer be considered out blog. What was once ours is lost. Whether cupid strikes again or not, it will be another story altogether.

2/28/2005

Nthin's Gonna Change~

I've read ur blog, and i have so many things in my mind right now that i wanna let u know... i wanna tell them to u face to face, but guess by writing here will sort out my thoughts first then i can know wat exactly i wanna say~ hehe...

Dear, you've brought so much happiness to my life for the past 1 week. All the things you did for me, or simple gestures simply make me the happiest girl in the world. I feel so blissed. Love is just everywhere in the air whenever i'm with you...

It's really so amazing how our brains work. Like you said, as if they are on the same frequency~ Perhaps they really do that's why we have our so-called "teletubby", agree? =) Till now, i still cannot believe how we actually can think of the same things at the same time! Incredible! And it's really so so so sweet for a couple to have that same brain waves~~~

I totally agree with you that it's really hard to find someone who can not only share your interest but the heart and mind... and i seriously think that we've found that difficult someone. We've known about each other's existance 8 years ago, and it is only until now we are an item. Is this call fate? I guessed as much. It's just beyond words about all the "coincidences" we had...

Since the day we get together, we've been meeting each other every single day, and i'm really enjoying every single moment with you. Be it in school, watching a movie, going out for dinner, or whatever. Anywhere. I feel so contented and happy... And i really hope this will be our everyday routine. But what will come, will come. I still have to leave school very soon. End of next month will be my last paper. And i guess all the times when we met for lunch break, went out after lessons and went swimming during break time will come to an end soon. I really cannot imagine life without you. Meeting you everyday has become an essential. Being able to hug you and kiss you is already part of my everyday life. I don't want it to end, but i guess there's nothing i can do. And so, i need to tell you this...

After i graduate, i will step into workforce. I will be working as a full-timer. I no longer will have the time to wait for you after classes. I no longer can meet you during your lunch break in school. I no longer can end early like ur classes do and go out with you. I no longer can meet you every single day. But, rest assured that nothing's gonna change my feelings for you. Nothing's gonna change our relationship. Nothing's gonna come in between us...

I will still miss you as usual. I will still want to meet you as much as i can. I still want to spend my time with you. I still want you. I still want to hold your hand and i still want to hug and kiss you. All these are not going to change. It's just going to be a test for us. Our first test is on its way. And i believe our relationship is strong enough to overcome any obstacle or diffculty... I have trust in our relationship, i believe it will work out... I believe we will pull through this together...

And right now, i will also concentrate and spend as much time as possible with you. I want to enjoy every moment with you when i can now. I don't have much time left in NP. It's only another 1mth. I will treasure you, treasure all the time we have for each other...

Dear, remember this. No matter what happens, i will always be by your side supporting you, going through any tough patches with you. I will be just beside you to hold your hand and lend you my ear whenever you need someone to talk to. Be it happiness or your sorrows, remember i will be here, to share your happiness, to share your burden. I will fulfil my promises and i will do my best as your girlfriend...

I miss you
whenever you are not around
I miss you
even when we just bid goodbye
I miss you
when i cant see you
I miss you
when i cant hold you
I miss you
when i need a hug or kiss
And i cant miss someone else
As much as you

u should know

u should know that i miss you
u should know that without you the world wont look the same
u should know that to me you're most beautiful
u should know i can't bear a day without your kiss
u should know why u should know.
Cause you know what i think of before i even say it,
And,
U should know that means more than my life to me.

2/27/2005

I miss you

i havent seen u for only about an hour and i miss you already. You are already sucha big part of my life it feels strange not having you around. I think about you having to leave school soon and im scared. Scared of what life might be like without having you around. Scared that im not going to havw the chance to wait for you after class or to go for lunch together and just be able to look at you for a while after class. I wish that time will never come. if only magic like this can last forever. Spending everyday with you... if i can have this, i can fathom paradise.

karen... baby...

i miss you.

2/26/2005

U make me the happiest girl in the world~

Dear:

Firstly, thanks for coming down to support me today, as well as bought tickets and asked my friends to come along. I really really appreciate that a lot. I'm glad you are proud of me, because i want to make you feel proud of me. I want to be that someone so special to you, making you the luckiest and happiest guy in the world. And you, has already made me the happiest girl the world =)

Just now seeing how my friends envy me when you took the pills and cough syrup for me, i felt so blissful~ You are so sweet and caring... And i appreciate every single thing you have done for me. Thank you dear~ You are the best-est! hehe~

I'm also addicted to you sweetie... I'm addicted to your kisses and your hugs. I just want to kiss and hug you so much whenever i think of you. And me too, want to just spend every possible moment with you...

Well, i'll try to change my temper ok? But guess sometimes it's hard to control for being a little petty =p but i'll try la~~ And all the compliments you gave me i'll keep and i'll make sure they will still be on the list as long as we are together =)

I am really happy tonight. Muackz~

2/25/2005

You mean the world to me

As you said before, it seems like im getting addicted to your lips. Just feel like kissing them all day long. I feel so much passion for you I believe its overwhelming my common sense sometimes. I just want to spend every waking moment out with you. Any place will do. Anywhere.
Do not fear i will run away from you for another gal. Your beautiful, caring, loving, considerate, appreciative, and did i mention, beautiful? Who else can compare to you? Your only flaw is your temper, but that makes you so adorable sometimes. :)

I love you baby. Until the day when you can say those words to me, remember, that there is no one and nothing that can ever change that fact. Ever.

Thanks for today, Dear~

I enjoyed myself spending whole day with you dear... Thanks for everything... As each day passed, the liking i have for you is getting stronger and stronger... and now, i think im falling in love with you already...

You look so charming to me... especially when you were giving the talk just now. Don't ask me why. I just feel that you look so charming when you are serious~ =) I am happy when im with you. Really.

And im so so so sorry that i cant be there this saturday to see you host. but rest assured i'll be alwiz supporting you spiritually ok? Jiayou and i believe you can do it! Good luck~ Luckily sunday i don't have to work so at least i can still go to support you on sunday =D

Im missing you since you are not around, dear~

~*~I cant smile without you~*~

2/24/2005

Im happy~ =D

Dear, i feel happy being able to spend the whole evening with you~ =D Miss you... Miss you... Miss You...

*MuAcKzZ*

2/23/2005

~*~HaPpY 1 WeEk AnNiVeRsArY DeAr~*~

Thank you dear... you put a smile on my face and you make my day! It's real sweet if you~ Take care and happy 1 week anniversary! haha~

FIRST ENTRY WOR!!

hehe baby!! welcome to our world!! this would be a private world for us to post all out thoughts for each other as well as all the feelings or opinions about each other which we might not remember or dare ot say to each other. hehe...also can help save sms!! hehe.. hope you like this world and i hope this website would be the haven for our blossoming romance!!

mUCKS!!